Thursday, August 06, 2009

High's and Low's

This week has been a roller coaster of emotions. I am reminded that if not for God, and His sustaining power, I would be a wreck.

There is the move...the kids' happiness at their new adventure, and their sadness at leaving friends and family. One minute happy, the next sad.

There is my brother-in-law's battle with cancer.
A dear friend called this week to tell me that her husband has cancer.
A sweet adoptive Mom with ten kids, died of cancer on Monday.

Sometimes life is just too sad.

And yet...there are the constant hugs from God in small details.
*The trees here.
*The beach.
*The wildlife.
*My husband home from work EVERY night instead of traveling Tue.-Thur. every week.

*My Walden Pond (by the way, I hated that stupid, boring book that my English lit. teacher seemed to love--although now that I am older, I can appreciate it a bit more).

Jordan and I took a walk around the pond yesterday, and I was able to take some photos of the woods. As I looked at them, I felt God's presence in the stillness.

Sometimes life's path is flat and relatively easy


Sometimes it is hilly, and takes some unexpected twists and turns


Sometimes there are frightening, exhilerating waterfalls


Sometimes I need to be reminded that God is very big and I am very small


That He wants to take my small seedlings of faith and grow them...


...into something tall and strong

"...I am He who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you..." Isaiah 46:4